Starting Today

May 15, 2016

A Reason

Hopeless.
Giving hope,
Remembers how to dream.
Lonely.
Reaching out,
Finds solace in friendship.
Broken.
Stained.
Beyond pardon.
Clings to another
where emptiness is most profound.
And there finds Life enough
To recall
A reason for living.

3x5, Zig, Sharpie, & Prismacolor pencil

May 7, 2016

Catching Up

For the past couple weeks I've been in training here at Bryce. When I saw my absurdly regular (for an interp ranger) schedule--8 to 5 every day--I naively thought to myself that I'd have plenty of time after work to hike and draw.

Not the case.

I forgot about the homework part.

SO...I've fallen behind on my creative "doodle" resolution (though I did manage one a few days ago)...

...and am a little less in shape than I was two weeks ago.

Moonlight and fog in the Ponderosa Forest
3x5, Zig Pen

I finally got out for a hike this morning. After a blissful (and MUCH needed!) 10 hours of sleep, I decided to explore an area seldom visited by the public. The wildflowers are just starting to emerge, and I cursed myself for forgetting my guidebook. Next time! Intermittent squalls and sun made for some dramatic lighting. The silence was bliss. Since my last hike, many more birds have returned. I'll need to start learning their calls. A favorite moment: while I rested on a cliff edge, a peregrine falcon rocketed down between two rock fins not 10 feet from where I was sitting. The sudden rush sent a jolt of adrenaline through my body. It almost felt as though the force of bird's momentum would pull me forward into free fall. Far below I hear its defiant screams echoing between the hoodoos. I love this place.

Bristlecone Pine on the Rim Trail

April 13, 2016

Midnight Doodle

Still practicing the digital drawing. There are techniques and tools I don't understand, but as long as I don't have internet at home to google them as I go, I figure doodling is as good a way as any to get a more intuitive feel of the medium. Experimental play...and then some googling later if there's something that really escapes me. Maybe one of these days it'll all come together, but for now I'm back in kindergarten...and heck, they probably do teach this stuff in kindergarten these days!

April 9, 2016

Today's doodle.

3x5, Zig, Sharpie, & Colored Pencil

Many Moods

One thing I love about being a Ranger is that I get to see this one beautiful place go through so many moods and changes. We're lost in the clouds today--intensifying the colors and turning the hoodoos into an eerie maze. Standing at Sunrise Point I heard little cracks, pops, and rocky trickles as weathering loosened material out in the amphitheater somewhere and gravity pulled it down.

Geological time is now!

April 6, 2016

Analog & Digital

Doodles from the last two days. Digital is still a struggle, but I'm learning.

3x5 Zig & Sharpie

Digital Practice #2: Table Cliffs Sunrise

April 1, 2016

Finding Shadows

Ok. Digital is harder than I thought. I'm getting better, but until I come up with something halfway presentable, I'm back to 3x5 Zig & Sharpie.

March 29, 2016

Exercises

Today's doodle is a hand/eye/screen coordination exercise I did to help get used to a new digital drawing tablet I'm using. I'll be the first to admit this particular doodle is nothing special, but I'm hoping once I get the hang of it, the results will become more and more satisfying.

Great Books I've Recently Read

If you are looking for an "astronomical" read, Tyler Nordgren's "Stars Above, Earth Below" Is a great place to start. Nordgren explores a wide array of astronomical subjects by relating them to the processes, landscapes, history, culture, and dark skies that are so beautifully on display in our National Parks: solar system volcanism alongside Yellowstone National Park; Cosmology, Deep Time, and Deep Space alongside the Grand Canyon; Climate Change and the "Goldilocks Zone" alongside Glacier National Park; the life cycles of stars, and archeoastronomy alongside Chaco Canyon...and many more. The book is loaded with beautiful images and illustrations, and Nordgren's conversational storytelling makes complex ideas both accessible and memorable. The ideas in this book have enriched my own experience of observing, and I recommend it to others with two big thumbs up!

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A beautifully written book that illuminates one of the most quietly pressing issues of our time: the slow advancement of light pollution into our night sky. True darkness, and the natural light it permits, has been a source of inspiration for creative thinkers throughout history. It is crucial to our physical and mental health, personal safety, and continuing connection to the world around us. Its gradual disappearance behind a fog of orange skyglow is a tragedy that many around the world are working hard to prevent. Provocative, subtle, practical, and poetic, "The End of Night" reminds us that we need not fear the dark, but should instead embrace and protect its wonders so that future generations will still know first-hand the arc of the Milky Way sweeping across a deep sky.

I love and hate anthologies. The great thing about them is I come away having met a new bunch of inspiring writers. The unfortunate thing is that I know I'll never get to everything on my growing list of "must read" books. This collection is magnificent, with selections both poetic and practical, sobering and celebratory. And Lyon's introductory analysis of America's particular contribution to the oft overlooked and sometimes maligned genre of nature writing provides an illuminating perspective on the art, while also tying it to society's evolving perspective on nature and humanity's role within it. A few of my favorite features included selections by Barry Lopez, John Haines, Edward Hoagland, Rachel Carson, and Henry Beston.

A collection of essays and poetry by prominent western writers that illuminates the role of wilderness--and in this case, most specifically Utah wilderness--in sustaining an ethic of freedom, creativity, aspiration, and soulful bounty: "as the control plots against which we can measure the ravages of Progress." Its distribution in 1996 among members of congress and other top political figures, helped secure the creation of the Grand Staircase Escalante National Monument. The selections are varied and heartfelt. They approach the issues of wilderness from unexpected perspectives, and invite the reader into landscapes of mythic dimension. "Carry water and use your wits."

Really great science writing often makes me wish I could go back to school and study whatever field it illuminates. This book makes me want to be a geologist or paleontologist: one of those that dig the truths of history from the farthest corners of the Earth, rejoice over the discovery of a tiny fragment of tooth or bone, and then connect that shard through the eons of time to the realities of our lives in the present moment...an age where the effects of human ideas control the path of natural selection and may now trump basic fertility as the driving force of evolution on our planet.